圣经O Lord, do not rebuke me in anger. Don’t punish me in anger.
Because your arrow shot into me, your hand pressed against me.
Due to your anger, my flesh is incomplete. My bones are not at peace because of my sins.
My sins are higher than my head, like a burden that I cannot bear.
Due to my ignorance, my wounds have become foul smelling and purulent.
I feel pain, my fists bend greatly, and I mourn all day long.
My waist is full of fire. My flesh is not perfect.
I was crushed and my body was tired. I groan because of my unease.
Lord, all my wishes are in front of you. My sigh is not hidden from you.
My heart beats, my strength weakens, even the light in my eyes is gone.
My good friends and close friends, due to my illness, are all hiding beside me. My relatives also stand far away from home.
Those who seek my life set up a net. Those who want to harm me speak evil words and think deceitfully all day long.
But I am like a deaf person who doesn’t listen, like a mute who doesn’t speak.
I am like someone who does not hear, without a reply.
O Lord, I look up to you. O Lord my God, you will answer me.
I once said, I’m afraid they might boast to me. When I stumbled, they exaggerated to me.
I almost fell, and my pain is always in front of me.
I want to admit my guilt. I will mourn for my sins.
But my enemies are lively and strong. The number of people who hate me without reason has increased.
He who repays good with evil opposes me, because I pursue good.
O Lord, do not abandon me. My God, please do not stay far from me.
O Lord my Savior, help me quickly.
